Life

so i used to blog all the time. and i love looking back at those entries, and remembering the same emotions or thoughts. so i decided to start blogging, a chronicle of my life so far at 21. i know i will look back at this and trip out, and thats the best part.

the story so far... life is lovely.

i have a great job, and i work for a great company, that i know will always take care of me.

my family for the most part is reconciled. family outings with either my dad or my mom, is something that i definitely look forward to. which is a 100 ton weight lifted off my shoulders.

matt and i have been together for over four years..
crazy since when we first started going out, i was 17 and he was 18, most people didnt think we would last... WELL WHAT NOW BITCHES?! four years later and plans of getting married have been discussed on numerous occasions. and to clear anything up, we arent engaged yet, but we have decided to save up for about a year and a half for our wedding, and a little nest egg. so were definitely serious about getting married in the very near future. if we won the lotto, we would get married tomorrow... so maybe i should go get some lotto tickets, or some scratchers?

my priorities are changing. i no longer want to go out dancing, or go drinking even half as much as i used to. and would rather spend time with my family and close friends. i know whats important in life, and dont plan on wasting my time on things that dont matter. honestly, i would like nothing more than to settle down with matt, get married and start a family. yes, i am young, i am only 21.. but it is my life, not anyone else's, and i intend on living it exactly as i wish.

that is all, until next time...

au revoir