at last...

so i am not quite sure what i did to deserve matt..
he is everything i could ever want and more..
and now that we are finally planning our future together, it all seems so surreal.
we finally decided what songs were going to play during what: our slideshow, the song the wedding party walks down to, the song i walk down to, the song after were officially married, and the first dance..
and this is just the beginning of all our planning.. it is a little more overwhelming then i thought, but yet so exciting at the same time...
i wont post a picture of my engagement ring/wedding ring yet, even though i have already picked them out, and matt has already purchased them. i wont do that until he officially proposes, but i will assure you, they are GORGEOUS. my dream rings and i could not be any happier. i showed my mom and she absolutely loved it! i know he is planning the proposal right now, and that is all i know... the best part of the whole "ring buying" experience is that we were not even looking for my rings yet. we went to the brea mall to buy matt pants. we passed by kay jewelers and decided to get my promise ring cleaned... and then i browsed and the sales people hooked us, it was ridiculous. next thing we know, matt bought my engagement and wedding ring, and his wedding band! it was honestly like a scene out of a movie, it happened that fast!
and even though i have been dreaming of this moment my whole life, and i have been with matt for over 4 years, i still get butterflies and get really nervous just thinking about it. but its a really good nervous, not a bad one, nonetheless, it is a nervous...
matt and i have been wanting to get married since i was in high school, and now its all coming along, i feel like im in a fairy tale, and that my prince charming is going to marry me and we are going to live happily ever after....